thoughts to deep for you to comprehend

if we write, do we become the words written on the page that has descibed our emotions?
when we talk do the words we speak really reflect the way we feel or is it just the projected image we want people to believe
when we show emotion what is it for? is it to simply show how we feel? or is it done as a need to recieve attention. is it done just to simply show or is it for our own benefit?
are we what we are from the start or are we only what weve made ourselves to be. if we are lonely, what is it? is it a sincere desire to be loved or is it just because we desire attention for ourselves? who knows the true desires of men when even the men dont even know for themselves. who knows the true future and mindset, the possiblities of the human mind the ability to change it to our own desires. who knows? only you my God.